There has been an interesting development in our T&D games this week.
My Lady has expressed some (tentative) interest in experiencing the locked side of chastity – she is willing to explore female chastity with me…. sometime in the unspecified future, according to her. 🙂 The thought of me in a dominating role with her is intriguing, she admits, but even more interesting would be how absolutely insane batshit crazy horny we would be for each other if we were both locked and holding each others’ keys. ML would never be interested in a long term version of this, and neither would I; she will always be the ultimate keyholder for me. Even in a mutual chastity setting, if she really REALLY wanted out, I’d allow it. She’s the boss, after all.
After approximately two weeks of total 24/7 chastity, ML is beginning to long for her much desired PIV. Sure, she’s gotten plenty orgasms (either from my tongue, my fingers, or her magic wand), but she is really missing my cock. Rather than cave with over a month away from her goal of pushing me to August, she decided to challenge herself a little. She decided to test herself to see just how much denial she could handle – two days ago, she enacted a self-imposed ban on orgasms and penetration of any kind!
And I will admit this right now… I’m having a lot of fun with it. 🙂
First off, I’ll say that it hasn’t really been about me dominating her, really. It’s more like ML is using me as a tool to tease herself and to see how much she can take. It’s less “YOU’LL CUM WHEN I ALLOW IT, YOU LITTLE SLUT” and more “Am I teasing you well, ma’am?” It may seem like a strange dynamic, but it’s working and we are having lots of fun so far.
Pleasing ML so often in so many ways has put me in tune with her body and her responses to stimulation. Up until now, I’ve used this info in order to please her as best I can. Now, I’m using the knowledge of her responses to keep her from cumming. She may be an expert at edging me, but I can do the exact same thing to her. To be honest, it’s actually a little more difficult considering that ML can literally think herself to an orgasm (if only I could do that!!!). I have to be a little bit more careful in pushing her close to the edge, and I also have to rely on her not to deliberately make herself cum with only her mind. But she’s been playing the game the right way, and her pussy has almost been constantly wet since we started.
Edging ML sure is fun, but I might be enjoying teasing her with penetration even more. Before I left for work tonight, I was rubbing my fingers in between her pussy lips, spreading her wetness around. She was breathing heavy pretty quickly, and I could feel her hips pushing towards my hand. I pressed my fingers just the slightest bit more, almost pushing past her tight inner lips and into her pussy but juuuuuust not quite. ML began to whimper and moan, which is something I thought only I did when I was being teased. 🙂 Even hotter was what her pussy was doing – I could feel her pussy lips sort of grabbing at my finger and trying to pull me in! I could tell she was desperate to have anything inside her. I gave one last push with my hand before removing it from her pussy. ML growled in frustration and her body shuddered as she struggled to fight off one of her famous spontaneous cums.
I totally respect My Lady for trying this out and seeing what she is capable of. I know for a fact that she will never be able to last as long as I do without an orgasm; she just loves cumming too much! That’s a good thing, too, because I love making her cum. To be honest, I don’t know if she is going to make it to her goal of getting to the weekend without any cumming or penetration, but the fact that she is giving it a try is impressive enough for me.